I've no reason to grieve. Lady Sanaki is home now, with her people, where she belongs. Nothing I say or do can change that fact, nor would I were I given the chance. We each have a duty to attend to, and now she may at last fufill hers.

Go in safety, my Empress. Be strong. Become the leader I know you are, and lead your people to glory. Make them believe in you as I do.

I have forgotten much, but I will not forget you.

[private, hackable]

My family... The Oaks line have long been knights, but my father was the greatest of all. I wanted so badly to surpass him, to prove that I was every bit the knight he was. And after he and my elder brothers were killed in the war, while I sat safely at home, that girlhood dream became my life's goal.

It's strange. I should be saddened, yet... I believe I would rather remember their deaths than forget them altogether. I was blessed with a loving family and a roof over my head, which was more than could be said for most. I will miss them, but I completed my mourning for them years ago. All that is left now is to do their memories proud.

Ivalice, a land ever embroiled in conflict. Little wonder my family died- it's a miracle I myself yet live. Between the Plague, the Fifty Years' War, and the poverty that ensued, death and despair were no strangers to my people. It pains me to say it, but perhaps it's better that my father and brothers did not return from the war: those that did turned their once-heroic blades upon the people they had sworn to protect, becoming brigands and thieves out of necessity.

But so far as I can descry, the war came to an end some years before I took my post at Her Highness' side. What new calamity must have befallen the land, for myself and my companions to do battle against Cardinal Delacroix himself? Where once I craved the return of my memory, I now find myself fearing what I may uncover.

I... I have perhaps begun to enjoy my life here overmuch. There is nothing to be gained in worrying, I know, but... I am a knight in service to Her Majesty. I must take care not to forget this.

[[1% spent on her family, 1% on fleshing out Ivalice.]]

This treason... is unforgivable! The princess- you would turn her over to the enemy's blades after offering- after swearing amnesty!? Common sellswords bear more honor than this!

...What ? No... No, Lady Ovelia! Ovelia! You cannot truly mean to- No! Get her down from there! Stop! STOP! Please... please! No no no no no no NOOOOOOO!

[[A tense silence, broken by ragged breathing.]]

I... I am charged with the protection of the Princess... And I have failed my duty. Do with my life as you will, you dogs, I care not... But before I die, I've one last duty to fufill. Cardinal Delacroix... You will pay for your treachery with your life!

LIFE IS SHORT- BURY! JUDGEMENT BLADE!

[[Agrias's nightmare: She is under attack by Delacroix's men while Ovelia is hung. Any close friends who speak to her will also be hung- she won't hear anything they say. Anyone she isn't immediately familiar with will be perceived as an enemy, and probably attacked. For reference, Judgement Blade causes a series of crystal pillars to fall from the sky and encase the target. 1% spent on the mission of the Lionsguard, 1% spent on Delacroix's betrayal, 1% spent on Judgement Blade. 7% total regain.]]

Sigh... I would have preferred a slightly more relevant memory. My birthday... Nice to know, I suppose, but rather useless in practice. A young machinist, the Lady Mustadio, approached me in a tavern and presented me with... lipstick? And... I tried it on.

...I believe there may be a flaw in my memories.

Nevertheless, Lady Mustadio was a boon companion. I was proud to serve alongside her, but... for what cause? She was not a knight, I know this. Under what banner did we join forces? And to what purpose?

I told her... I would treasure the Tynar Rouge. A bit odd, given my gender, but perhaps it will make sense in the future. It may be with my original belongings... I shall have to seek it out when this event ends. A gift from a friend should not be abandoned, regardless of the situation.

Tsk. This gender is rather disconcerting. I feel like a stranger in my own body... It's not as if I'm upset, but I would very much like to be restored to normal. Rum luck... I've the feeling that this malady will last a bit longer than the "pirate" affliction.

[[1% spent on her birthday, 1% spent on Mustadio, 1% spent on the Tynar Rouge event. 4% total.]]